arakins

Feelings are hard to decipher.
They're fleeting and inconsistent, yet maddeningly ever-present.
I don't attempt to understand every little emotion that pass through my body.
Often, i just ride the waves and wait til it's over.
But something tells me this big wave will have to be faced. I've been drowning myself in it for too long.

Just beyond the gray horizon, i think there is actually a lifeboat waiting. I just have to gather enough strength and willpower to swim. Paddle. Kick. Reach. Resurface.